Father's Glory

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

NEW HOUSE!

Yes!! Finally in my new condo with Al! It's warm, cosy, small and great!! It was a lot of work and very tiring but it's finally "liveable".

I read in the newspaper this past week that mental illness could be linked to creativity. Now the paper wasn't doing an extensive article on mental illness but on creativity and they just mentioned that phrase in passing without any facts to back it up. But, hmm...makes one wonder.

I've been feeling so tired lately. I've been sleeping a lot. I think I may be pregnant. But I often think that because my PMS is so similar to pregnancy signs. And I've been busy with work and other stuff...maybe I'm coming down with something...Anyway, I've been feeling pretty worn down energy wise.

I so want to have a baby. I even have a name...Kaylyn Samantha Shizue. Kaylyn because I love "K" names for girls. Kaylyn means waterfall pool and rejoicer. Kay on it's own means pure. So I think that's pretty cool. Samantha means "heard by God" so I think that's cool. My grandma's name is Shizue and I really want to honour her. She's my hero. She was one of the first Japanese to live to Ontario. She has gone through so much in her life but she holds no bitterness. It's really amazing how beautiful and wonderful she is. And Shizue means "quiet"...I hope that means my baby won't be fussy!:)

If it's a boy...Al & I aren't quite as decided. We like Ryan and Josiah. Al's pretty certain we're going to have two girls...but who knows, right?!

All I know is that if I'm pregnant, it will be a miracle. It's been 5 years of marriage and no kids, no pregnancies, nothing.

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